Ok well i know things have been shit lately as u could see by my last journal. Im not gonna lie life has sucked lately,my family has lost our house,we were told we were getting a house then at the last second they changed their mind...twice, my dog jenna ran away, my job has been shit since all my coworkers are lazy fucks who make me do everything with the exception of 2, and ive pretty much given up on love and relationships for reasons i wont go into but all i will say is its more about lust now a days. If you dont have money or good looks or a huge dick or huge tits then people dont want you, people dont know what love is anymore not in this generation anyways. But...but to the people i know who do actually know what love is i congratulate u for that. But besides all that bullshit i have noticed if i ignore all that and focus on positive things in life i do actually feel happy and by doing so ive been in a good mood for at least a week or 2 now. I actually have a plan on what i may wanna do with my life, i think i wanna go into photography its something ive liked doing for a while now and it may not be a life job or anything but something i could at least do for myself to make myself happy. And sometime this june or july i will be flying out on vacation to see my friend kaylie in pensylvania and another friend of mine, chris who is flyin in from australia which will be cool since ive been planning this for a couple years now. Anyways just thought i'd post a little more up beat journal for once, hopefully i dont offend anyone with my thoughts. It was just my opinion on things so dont get all butt hurt k? lol Anyways later im gonna go back to eating my mini donuts and playing Left 4 Dead