You know im really starting to just question everything lately and one being the question am i really that usable? It seems like my friends have been pointing out how i let everyone walk all over me and do what everone asks or tells me. But it seems like even my friends are starting to do that to me too....i mean lately at my job it seems like all my co workers with the exception of mason have been just slacking off and asking or telling me to do everything and even my bosses make me do other people's jobs and i never say anything and yet i keep getting called lazy or very hard to work with. Like today i had a friend make me do his claims for him and when i tried to say no i got bashed on by him and also bill walked up to me when i first clocked in and told me to show him my arms and my wrists. And when i asked him why he wouldnt tell me and you what gives him the right to do that!? I didnt say anything about it but it really bothered me all day u know. I know my arms are all carved up but i dont really like showing them off or prying into my life about why i do it unless im ready to tell them myself.And last night me and my mom got into a big fight because my dog jenna attacked me,im not hurt before anyone panics but she only attacked me cuz of what my mom was doing to her. My mom mistreated her so in return she attacked the next person who touched her which was me so i dont blame her but my mom started screaming at me about how if i dont get her trained fast shes gonna get rid of her while im gone and wont be able to stop it. And to make things worse she said something about me and my past dog casey which really hurt...alot. And all i could do was just sit there and take it i couldnt even stand up formyself and say something. Do i really let everyone use me for their own good and let people walk all over me? I'd really like some answers from friends